I made a lot of mistakes this week.

I know that people often said, "it's okay. We all make mistakes."

But sometimes, the mistakes just doesn't seem to be acceptable to me. For example, the words slipped off my lips in the midst of excitement. What shouldn't be said. The negative response that had been portrayed on their faces.

I can't seem to forgive myself for it despite it had occurred around a week ago.

I just have this very high expectation of myself, to be perfect. Although I'm obviously far from what perfection in my mind is, but I really don't like to disappoint others.

It feels hard to be a person, sometimes.