Tiffany

Hellooo,
So I registered at Sunway to study MUFY last week. I signed up for hostel and my check in date is 1st July, which is tomorrow! Yay. Though the admission department lady told me that usually Maybank scholars will get the Twin Sharing room with air cond. Well, I hope for the best then. And Sunway will send me an email about the hostel staying details soon, well, it has been a week and there isn't any call or email or whatsoever.

Then, I took the chance to meet Ivan at the library, and Sinyik too :D Met his friends too, a Korean girl which Ivan told me she is 21 ._.

Anyway, right now, I'd done packing my luggage and bags. Not exactly 100%, but 99% ^^ hehe
I didn't bring much food since I'm gonna come back home this coming Friday to attend my first driving class on Saturday ^^
But damn, I brought a pillow, a luggage of clothes and a bit of foods together with common stuffs, a small bucket with detergents and a small bag.
hmm.... I'm gonna come back to pack more things later this week, but it felt like a lot of things already ._.

Well, Mom said I'll go Sun U Residence after she got back home from school. So, that means, I'll be there around 3.30pm? Ahhh, I hope the earlier the better, I'm feeling so excited ><

Had an awful row with mom again.

She hardly understands what happened tho. I don't think she was even trying.

Haih. I don't feel like typing about it nor talk about it. Though there is this big, heavy pain on my chest that isn't easing. I'm just so fed up with my family recently, sometimes the thought of committing suicide again kept coming to me. And I'd to distract myself from any of those negative things.

Mom thinks that after I got the scholarship, all I wanted to do is leave home.

Well, she was half right. I do wanted to leave home and start studying. But I'd never wanted to leave home so badly because... like what my dad said, "We don't love you as much as we do anymore."
It's kinda hard to take it all in all of the sudden, but being a "grown up", I guess you just had to?

And bro isn't being helpful, as usual.

Ahhhhhh, just some random ramblings from me today. Let's think about happy thoughts :)

There is no use dwelling up in a pool of sadness and frustration, right? :)

Its a rather shocking news actually, for me at least, since I never thought that he would go so quickly.

Hello! Its been some time I updated and its not because I was busy. It was because I had no ide what to write about since its just been college, college, and college recently.