And by baby, I meant HuiWen haha..
We started calling her baby just because she has this really cute voice and natural charisma ^^
So well, I know what you;re facing now, and I was trying to lift your mood up by playing a break up song, and yes, 2NE1 has a lot of "i hate guys" songs :) And its kinda a sad mood killer when Sylvia walked in and asked about accounts hahaha....

And now " I Am The Best" is on the playlist while I'm typing this, I'm glad that you are singing to it because Ivan would probably show me that "okay /.\" face.

Aites, so let's cut the chase :

People come, people go. That's life, you know. I know, one day, I'm gonna face the same thing as you, but your situation right now is different than mine :)

I'm still hanging into that tiny string of hope, but the feeling fades a little by little every day. There's always the first day and the first time for everything, and you're just facing it now, right now.

You can't do much now, it was your decision. It could be a terrible one, it could be for your sake too :) Don't blame yourself for this, its not your fault.

Don't blame him too :)
 He have his reasons and his freedom to do whatever he wants, but don't forget, you have the same advantages too.

You too, have the freedom, to do so.
And you CAN.

Choose to be happy everyday, it takes time. It could be hours, days, weeks, months or maybe years. But its okay. It doesn't matter. It seriously doesn't matter at all.

You don't have to compare yourself to him, you don't need to. 

Be happy, because you deserved to be happy.

And when you had forgave him, you will know that you had forgave yourself :) And then you will realized, you moved on.

You know, if two people are meant for each other, no matter how long they had moved on, no matter how far they are apart, and when one night, before they go to sleep, they will listen to their heart and just one day, if and only if they are meant for each other, the heart will lead them to each other.
And then you will know that, all those mistakes you had made with him before, during or after the relationship, is nothing but just a past.

Whoever that walks into your life have a meaning, whether they are a lesson or a blessing.

So, why the rush? :)

Take your time.

We are still here for you, anytime. I can play 2NE1 songs for you whenever you want :D hahaha

Jia you baby <3