I don't wanna grow up TT 

Its 12.25am now and I can't sleep. English test is at 1pm later. Gosh, I'm feeling so reckless right now, like I just want this exam to quickly end.

But at the same time, I don't want to face this. The exams are gonna be tough and that's what worries me.

I'm gonna have to do it well to score a High Distinction for all four subjects :/

And I know I'm not the book type of student haha oh well 

Anyway, my finals are gonna be on Monday, Weds , Fri then Wed again! English, Accounts, Maths, then Econs.

Sem 1 has been really tiring. Classes were packed and lecturers were trying to squeeze in as much information as they could in that one hour and fifteen minutes. And you don't have a choice but to nod your head whenever lecturer asked, "Do you understand?"

When you walked out of the classroom and glanced at your watch, all you have in mind is what had I just learned just now? as you walked towards your next class.

I guess that's college. You gotta have an active brain in order to not just absorbing information, but to understand the knowlrdge. And to do that, you have to be awake. A clear mind is required. 

And what do you do to get that? 

Either enough sleep or coffee, coffee and more coffee.

Being a lazy, sleepy head, I usually stop whatever I'm doing at 11.30pm. And then, get myself ready for bed before I start to scroll my phone till I'm prepare to close my eyes to sleep.

Honestly, I'm forever sleepy. And tired. But, the addiction of scrollng the social media is uncontrollable. So, that's how I wasted my studying and sleeping time.

Next, I'm slow in doing homeworks. My lecturer often gives tonnes of homework without discussing or providing answers to them. Oh man, they are a true professional in that. By occupying my time with homeworks, I ended up not studying or reading up the next few pages of the textbook before lecturer teaches.