Tiffany

Christmas Eve~ Christmas Eve~ I'd been busy. I helped around the store, but this time at the shoe store. So basically my job of the day is to show the customers the shoes they want, follow them, get the right size and colour of the shoe from decks of shoe box on the highest floor and run down via stairs to give the shoes. The...

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So I decided to help my uncle while waiting...to count the total savings for the day actually but lets not mention that. I found this huge teddy bear! Its height was approximately 150cm and weighed kinda heavy ><!! Anyway, i looked like I'm strangling the teddy bear hahahaha ...

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So my uncle is gonna bring us for dinner. But as I was waiting for Ah Hui to finish showering, I decided to check my FB. My timeline is spammed with birthday wishes and my messages too. But what stands out is from Mun Lin ^^ This is what she wrote: "Happy Birthday Pei Er!As you know, this isnt going to about your birthday as...

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Prom night.谢谢你，愿意跪下来问我愿不愿意做你的舞伴。我没有后悔答应你。那天晚上我投入到你的怀里，我真的感觉到幸福的滋味。我还想再来一次，重复感觉到那个幸福、快乐、要你在我身旁的感觉。我不懂我几时可以再次感觉到那个已散走的快乐。…那天晚上后，我们就比较注重学业了。可是，我还是我。我就是死心要和你继续像以前似的，开开心心地谈天。但是，你好像越来越疏远了。我顿时想起你前女友… 难道我做错了？我错什么？！跟你在一起的时候，我觉得你好像越来越陌生了… 难道你不喜欢我了？难道我只是你的暂时性的玩具？感觉上，我被你利用得很糟。可是，我仍然装傻。就让时间来决定一切吧…我忽然间明白你前女友的心情了。好苦。好疼。可是，你不懂。你什么都不懂。因为你太自私了、太自以为是。你真的…不知道吗？我一直都在这里……你考完SPM的那一天，你写给为了一封信，吩咐我考完每一科后才读。我乖乖就绪。信里的一切内容，我都早已预料了。我的泪也早已干了。读着读着，我想哭的感觉也没有，只是很沉闷地、静静地读完那封信。原来如此，你是害怕再次受伤。由于你跟你之前女友的关系断得太突然了，你心里肯定受了重伤。你害怕再去爱一个人。我明白。因为我也受过这种痛…你若是很怕再爱，我愿意等你。可是，你也不要太过分，对我不理不睬…啊，我忘了：我们不是男女朋友的关系。是，我只是你的朋友。一个喜欢你的朋友。所以，我做了这么多，你却推我推到远远去。你此时到底要我怎样？你因为怕再一次受伤，就把我推掉。你有没有想，你为了不要受伤，却伤害到我吗？你有想到我的感受吗？你有想到你做了这么多来保护自己的心，伤到我了吗？你好自私。我还一直以为你是那种经常为别人着想的一个人。所以，告诉我，你到底要怎样？或者是，我到底要怎样才行？你要我离开吗？这样，我没有保重我们可以继续做朋友了。求你了。我心痛得无法用字来表示了。你就是这样，明知道我心疼了，却还一直这样做。害我每天晚上哭着睡觉。害我每天一直看着我的电话。害我一直空希望，希望你会送来一份信息。难道你忘记我们之前是如此的默契吗？我们每天放学后是怎样的，你还记得吗？值得吗？我每天为了一个对我不理不睬的男人哭、伤心。值得吗？我们之前那么的开心在一起，现在就这样的离去了。值得吗？我每天就这样没精神的，就这样一直等你，一直等。空等了。值得吗？！每次我想念你的时候，我很想发送你一封信息。很想跟你谈话，但是，我发现到十次九次都是我先发的。你…难道就没想到我吗？或者是你深深知道我一定会在另一边永远的等着你，所以你才不会先跟我谈？连在面子书也一样。十次九次是我先开话的，你呢？只顾着回答。最近你回答得感觉上很无奈，我也不想跟你说话了。还害到我整天等着你、想着你…这些全部不就等于白费吗？值得吗？我浪费了我的心细、我的时间、我的力气…为了你。全都是因为你。值得吗？我问你，值得吗？？？ ...

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喜欢上你，可是我最大的后悔…还是幸福呢？ 认识了又和你一起做了几个月的工后，我心里曾经想过会和你在一起的时候。有时还没睡觉的时候，就会幻想与你在一起的时期…但是，知道你与你曾经的女友断了关系的原因后，我对自己发了誓，我一定不会像她一样让你觉得烦、生气和讨厌。我开始觉得我做不到了…五月中，你看起来已经忘掉了她，或者是你已经把你和她的怀念抛在脑后，不想在想起来那些甜蜜的时候…你好像很开心，我记得你曾经说过没有了她，你活不到、无法再次感觉到快乐… 现在，你又好像没问题了。但是，我却听说你喜欢了另外一个… …她根本就不适合你。从你眼中看，我发现到你有稍微的喜欢她。那天起，我开始感觉到心疼了。…那时，我还是没喜欢上你。但是，我总是觉得你若跟她的话，你一定不会开心的。可是，这种东西怎么会留到我来管呢？？天啊，我在想什么。…Library camp。你和另外一个她。听到别人那么“欺负”你和她，我心里觉得十分难过。但是，她是我的朋友。她帮了我很多，要保持朋友关系，我一定要当作没事的…可是，看起来，好像给大家看透了心… 难道我是那么的差劲？！唉…那时候，我能够真正的告诉自己：“我喜欢你。”…AGM后的某一天…你跑到我后面，推了我一下，说你要告诉我一些事情。我们就边走边谈了，谈了谈了，你说你也喜欢上我了。我…无言。没想到真的发生了，我喜欢的人真的喜欢上我了。我还记得，那天我觉得很开心、兴奋。…从此，每天的放学后，我们一定会见面、谈天、最后，拥抱。即使拥抱只是短短的几秒钟，却对我来说是世上最幸福的几秒钟。我总是想：“认识你是我生命里最美好的事。”当时我真笨。我毫无发现到你这个人到底是怎样的人。我真的很笨，非常的笨。我一直以为 我和你这一次一定是天生一对的。我以为，我以为，我一直以为！当时，我经常忘记一件很重要的事：我和你之间不是男女朋友的关系！ ...

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Thursday : I had a terrible sleep the night before so I took a nap. ... And Jia Qi called me up and asked me abt NS. holy shit. N F***ING S?! Yeap. Well, I was damn hoping that since I was chosen for that shit, might as well just finish it off with the first batch. Guess what? I didn't f***ing get...

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So i called ivan up and asked his fav colour. Well, I don't really have an answer so, I'll just go with purple :P Small pieces of thin cardboards... Covered the ugly side of the purple with white yellowish paper :)I wanna show another photo of the process, but that would be too revealing. Done with the middle. Very cacat, I must say :( So...

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 After WEEKS of not exercising, I went to play badminton yesterday. And now all my muscles cells hurt :(I'd been walking like an old lady for the whole day today.Anyway, I groomed Dai Dai! Well, it was suppose to be grooming and just trimming but the fur was so messy I ended up shaving it :( Before grooming :Look. So furry. And kinda messy...

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I swear, January was just 2 weeks ago.Time really flies :( So basically, these are the things I'd been waiting for and also not hoping it happens:(1) Receiving my NS letter. It was suppose to be during November but words went on from ear to ear saying that it would be the first week of December. Oh man :/(2) Outing with friends. It should...

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So I decided to check my Twitter after Physics exam. And this is what I got : Uh huh. I wonder how did she even know me. And I dunno who is mino T.T So I decided to DM her instead of tweeting to her publicly.After some asking and making things clear, I still have no idea who is mino. But one thing for sure,...

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This is the first time i tweeted something and got 57 retweets.The most I got was 30.And today it is 57.Like how on earth. This is an achievement hahahaha ...

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I called him, but he didn't picked up. Next second he called back.I:"Hello?"Me:"Hi!!! I thought you were gonna sleep, so I tried calling, but you didn't pick up. So I thought you slept."I:"Haha.. I AM going to sleep. You called me for what?"Me:"... (...awkward... I actually wanted to say something but then the tone of him asking the question was... Idk how to...

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Just came home after Moral exam. It was the hardest paper I had ever did since Form 1. And there was one picture of a dead elephant without its head.Its so.. Traumatic :/I mean, I just couldn't get it out from my head T.T Haih. Why.:( :( :( I hope I managed to get an A for Moral tho, since my format was correct...Can't believe...

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Actually, my third wisdom tooth has been growing since a few months ago.But, it stopped growing and I do have some problems chewing food after it stopped. I never thought that it would be a big deal.Then, two days ago, it started to grow again. But much more painful :(Looking at it, the gums around it had swelled up. At least its growing,...

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I couldnt wake up in the morning. Check my LINE and one of the staff decided to create a Twitter account.I'm in charge.Wtf is the only word I could think of as I was brushing my teeth.Spent the entire morning creating a new email, a new Twitter account and did publicity and managed to get 60+ followers today. Great start, right?Oh yeah, and I havent...

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It seems like its gonna be another sleepless night for me today.Straight to the point,I'm just no good with good byes.Sometimes its just hard for me to say goodbyes to people whom I care - unless they are in a rush.....Anyway, there seem to be some changes in our usual conversations.Of course, I don't expect things to last forever but not this fast.I...

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I never know that I have such a thoughtful junior T.T T.TThis is awfully touching. I got the motivation to face SPM better now ^^ heheBut then he said "staight As ya?" What.No.What if I can't?D: D: That would be such a disappointment.Is he pressuring me?D: Sobs sobs*mixed feelings* ...

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I don't know why but the pressure is just too much :( Listening to tips does make me realize I have A LOT to study. Though I'm not depending on it, but it definitely act like a checklist. I wasn't expecting bio.That's the worst.Idk what to say right now, my eyes are too blurry with tears to actually type a post abt my feelings now.Just...Plus,...

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Yup. The day has come. SPM!!! Nooo.. I can't believe that its really here!I still remember the first day of Form 5, and I thought,"SPM is still far" :)And now, its just 2 more days.Wow. Time does flies :/I had a chat with Kayli just now and apparently, Cassie hasn't been studying and she is planning to go to a culinery school after spm....

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Well yeah, I tried to draw an old pic of Park Bom. Hmmm... It could be better but its nearly 1am already :/ and i have graduation tmr -.-Here is the overall shot : I used a bit of filtering for the first pic.. Sunlight have indeed a better lighting than a table lamp ._.I'm quite happy with this drawing tho :) Okay, sleep :) ...

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I tried la >< I tried la >< ...

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So Soon Yee did a paper rose for my mom today. And he wanted me to take some photos of it :) I gotta admit, its pretty nice :) Thanks to Pn Bodjit's table. Hahaha.. Hmmm... I like my photos for this one :D woots.. The focus is a bit too soft tho... Hmm....It looks dreamy and a bit blurry....Blurred lines. Haha ...

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So bro is back home for hari raya haji holidays... Mom and dad were really happy. I guess they missed him a lot.I was already expecting this to happen. Things like giving more stuff to my bro and yeah. I don't blame them. But its really obvious there is a change in attitude in mom and dad. Haha. That friendliness in everything. Wow... But Heng...

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So I actually planned to sleep early last night, like 10.30pm. But then, as I was scrolling Twitter, I saw a picture and I really wanna challenge myself in drawing that human portrait.Its definitely some kpop artist (duh) but I dont know why and what causes me to be so inspired to draw hahaAnd I learnt a new shading technique... I'm still not good...

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Original VS erm.drawn by me? ._. I dunno man.... >< blekkkk  ...

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I wasn't really productive for this holiday, honestly. Hmmm....I'm still thinking about what i should do for Ivan since he gave me so much :/ ...............I thought of something, but I'm not really sure how to do it. I got some slight ideas on how to make it :) But first, I need the materials which are......... I'm not gonna tell. It shall be a surprise until...

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The total package of prom and graduation is rm 220, which means the real cost for prom is actually rm170. And its still a bit too expensive to be honest. I reached Neekee's house at 2.30pm and watched Peter Pan (childhood memories) and The Big bang Theory. And then Cassie came all prepared with her prom dress and nails :O but she complained a...

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Just a quick post before going to sleep :Last week and the oast few days had been absolutely hectic. Anyway, today's paper was Biology and Moral. I didn't have enough time to memorise all the definations but I'm lucky enough to be able to answer the questions with the limited nilais i have in my small brain. And bio. Haha. I have no comments...

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Just one more month to endure studying and then its over! I'm not confident with my pra trials exam at all, but one thing is that for this one month, I'm gonna work really hard and get 9A+ AT LEAST. So, I will work hard. I want that results really bad, and I'm gonna get it. Get into Pharmacy and excel in it. Yeahh, that's what I want. For...

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Its nice to know that someone realized the small details on you,  no matter how small is the change, physically or emotionally. Not because you kept reminding them to do so, but they realized them because they cared. And when you found those people that cared about you, do the same thing too. Don't be selfish. Think about others too. Think what you can do to help others....

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Exam is starting tomorrow but I don't feel the exam fever :/ is that bad??? Haha. Its gonna be Add maths paper 1 and BM paper 2 so I should start studying on komsas. Qi told me about stuff on the reasons why she isn't Julian's prom date. Now both of them are feeling guilty :| one is guilty for calling it off, one is...

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我几年前所做的错误，一幕又一幕地在脑海里浮起，心里有一种酸酸、想哭的感觉。是自己笨。怪不了谁。是自己自私。是自己胆小。 是自己不敢面对事实。别人看不起我， 我不怪他们。也许现在会有人注意到我是因为我戴上了一幅假面。喜欢我的人，应该只喜欢我的好方。我不可犯错，要不然别人就会对我有了不好的眼。为什么不做自己啊？为什么这么要讨别人的心？为什么？！我恨自己了。自己白痴。自己笨蛋。结果受最多伤害、吃了最多苦的人是谁？是我。就是我。片体鳞伤的我。心里就是有哪一部分，在那儿痛着呢？哭着呢？ ...

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It was unexpectedly fun. Though I was a bit socially awkward at the start, kinda like, "Can we go to the pool?!?!" I just wanna get away from the crowd, I mean, I'm not ready for that mannnnn. Ready for socializing hahahaHonestly, I didn't mean to get the best swimsuit along with Pei Ru. She wore beach style..... I think. So was me.......

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I gave Ivan a note yesterday, I hope he feel more motivated to study... anyway, I taught Ivan add maths today during focus... I gotta admit, he is really bad :( And it came to a part where I talked to him in a bit harsh way... So sorry, I didn't mean it :( And, I'm not sure whether its just me overthinking or...

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I gave Ivan a letter I wrote yesterday. Hope he feel motivated after reading it. Haha. And I drew Surprise Bunny in the letter. Well... He better give me back something too, or else ... *takes out knife* I HOPE HE CRIED TOO. Okay. Anyway, today was the first day for the Focus program thingy for the Form 5s and I'm glad MunLin and...

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Well, I hope I wasn't asking too much. I'm hungry :3  ...

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